| Sunday, November 14th, 2004 |
| 6:45 am |
i had the best night in a while last night. but i was kind of half asleep then and katie was there and she said : im scared emily me:what of kt:it. its always there emily: whats it? kt: its waiting for us and then death swam round a few times then i was wearing an iron corset so i had to get up and katie wasn't there. anyway panic over back to last night. we went out supposed to be meeting camile and people fromm school which would have been amusing.. but they didnt turn up so we turned to the vodka bottle. half an hour we managed to find ourselves in the toilets where we met alis and this italian woman and um i can't remember much so this is a pointless story. but it was fun. x Current Mood:  anxious |
| Friday, October 8th, 2004 |
| 8:50 pm |
went to jo's well last friday, as i said. i went the packhorse last night to see SSA and imodiom and the people for jo's well were there so i saw kid,callum and jonny which was fun. katie handed me a bottle of cider that had the after taste of piss. which was nice of her. SSA were really good. adam remimded of the guy from send more paramedics maybe it was just the blood pouring out of his mouth some knobhead hit him or so im told.. i went for a walk with jonny after SSA andn got back to the packhorse about 10:40 and thought katie scott and sarah had buggered of home so i had a mini panic attack and met charlies girlfriend who was really nice. i found katie eventually outside and we had to run to the busstop to get the last bus. but it was a fun night. i might be going to see imodiom and SSA again on monday with jonny after the enthralling work at the art gallery.. katies going out with scott which is really nice. as long as its not a hash party. xxx Current Mood:  restless |
| Sunday, October 3rd, 2004 |
| 11:46 am |
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| 11:19 am |
went to joe's well last nite. all the sXe scensters opposed to mine katies jordans and sarah's drunkeness i found it quite fun. i met all adam's friends there were all pretty nice. espcially johnny and kid. i stayed in garforth last night. yesterday was fun. all days should be like yesterday. its katies birthday today. happy birthday dolly.x <3 my sister was crying this morning because of the fucking pervert wankers that live over the road. xxx Current Mood: hungover |
| Sunday, September 26th, 2004 |
| 1:25 pm |
my journal is pissing me off.. no pictures are working. i need to go the shop and buy some cigarettes. katie isn't back yet i hope she is okay. x |
| 1:07 pm |
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| Tuesday, September 21st, 2004 |
| 8:08 pm |
i'm not the one to take your smile. |
| Saturday, September 11th, 2004 |
| 5:52 pm |
went to town today it was really boring. katie had her lip pierced its pretty. uh yeah thats about it. x Current Mood:  indifferent |
| Wednesday, September 8th, 2004 |
| 5:29 pm |
i started school again on tuesday. ug. i hate it im in set 3 for maths and science. retard girl makes us sick. retard girl poke her with a stick. see the retard girl crosseyed in the school yard. retard girl. i did a "wordsearch" today in science and i found the word "dunce" underlaying suggestions perhaps? school really knows how to make u feel so much better. i need a fag. x |
| Wednesday, September 1st, 2004 |
| 5:54 pm |
leeds fest. peaches.placebo.the distillers.taking back sunday.morrisey.suicide girls.auf der maur. were all fucking amazing. i miss guff and mimsy and shouting bollocks and hearing 1000 people shout it back at you. peaches is the sexiest woman i have ever seen. auf der maur i was offically blagged. met lots of people. uh yeah thats about it. thanks laura for being the resident mum.. xx Current Mood:  annoyed |
| Thursday, August 26th, 2004 |
| 9:47 am |
going to leeds fest today. ive just realised ive left my converse at home but really can't be arsed to go get them. have fun xx |
| Sunday, August 22nd, 2004 |
| 12:02 pm |
listening to taking back sunday. will see them on saturday. :) i tried to put a "woe is me- morrisey" picture on here but then realised the smiths are one of my favourite bands. *hits head on table* sunday.. i hate sundays. i need a fag. xxx Current Mood: the union |
| Thursday, August 19th, 2004 |
| 11:50 am |
im still on holiday coming home on saturday. :) i feel so isolated here. but for once it isnt raining. im on a timer again 15 minutes maybe they'l forget about me hopefully... x Current Mood: lonely |
| Monday, August 16th, 2004 |
| 11:08 am |
im in northumberland.. its raining i miss leeds. im in some little cafe thing that doesnt seem to be a cafe. i want to come home. x |
| Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004 |
| 7:39 pm |
evening, its been a really weird weekend for me. i met a guy got very stoned with him. and then a girl who iv'e liked since the first time i saw her said to stuff to me and since i got paranoia i dunno if i believe her it would be ace if she meant it. but i doubt it. i would like her to mean it. xx Current Mood: discontent |
| Friday, July 23rd, 2004 |
| 9:09 pm |
this will be my last entry for two weeks. blank blank blank |
| 12:30 pm |
sarahs leaving tomorow.. i think i would like you to be here. x |
| Thursday, July 22nd, 2004 |
| 3:28 pm |
your like the paint on my wall that always cracks but never breaks away. i look at them and i feel normal, i look at you and it all fucks up. theres no more rain left to rain. |
| 3:25 pm |
went to town today and found sarah. met toni, then met gee. todays gone really slowly.. i think jac has died.. x Current Mood:  envious |
| Tuesday, July 20th, 2004 |
| 10:52 am |
"nothern star" reminds me of sitting outside roundhay school with richard seaward waiting for lottie to come out.. who wasnt even there. i miss richard i had fun stealing bagels with him. reminising.. anyway dave sarah katie and me went to the shop at the top last night and jo's well but it was a waste of £5 really but we met some amusing hobos.. we sat down this road near the shop at the top and sum guy with rotting ears asked for some change so we gave him about 30p, but this so called homeless man was wearing a new airwalk coat and there was a lump in his pocket that looked alot like a mobile.. then we walked round for a bit since jo's well was shit. we then gave money to a really short women. when asking sarah if she thought that women was really homeless, she replied "no i see her on the streets all the time" .. then walking up the road a bit just past marks and spencers a big issue seller asked if he could buy a ciggarette or nab some change but we had given all or money to the man with mouldy ears i told him that my ciggarette was my last one which it was and he sed oh yeah course it it.. so i emptied my pockets for him and then he shouted to sarah whats it like having ginger pubes. i have decided not to give money to hobos again they think its their right for you to give them money or a fag. tssk. then we went to the bus stop and 3 dana parkeresque scalls were sat opposite us staring at katie's hair which is pink and then they spat chewed up bits of paper at us so we told them we had aids so they stopped and muttered "fucking druggies" ha. between then and now i had the best sleep in the newly cleaned ashhole. i need a fag. x Current Mood:  thoughtful |
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